2/25/18

Hi All, It's me again, Finn, My mornings off to an okay start, I woke up around noon-ish and really had no desire to get up but I motivated myself to do so. I've worked on my homework for a good chunk of the morning, I finished 2 assignments and only have one more due tonight so that's a plus. I'll most likely finish it during my meeting tonight. I've decided to keep myself distant. This is because if I can remain distant from those that care about me they'll begin to notice my disappearance and then wish to see me and ask how I'm doing and want to know more and more and my relevance becomes a curiosity again. So I've done some homework, I haven't had a real meal in about a day, I know, astounding, I'm honestly killing my body but I can deal with that. It's one of the many things I'll just have to live with. I finished some TV shows and I don't know what to watch. I plan on playing some more video games or watching more TV today and then going on a run and showering or vice versa. It's been a while since I've ran but I use to be in tip top shape, and I'm a lifeguard so I've got to get back to it. Otherwise I really feel okay today. I see Danielle later on today at my meeting. I don't know how I'll feel about it but hopefully my studies can just occupy me. Sort of a short post today, I'll update you guys if something unravels. But if not I'll see you tomorrow.
- Finn